Over halfway through the Prayer Project. I have to admit, I think it's working. I can honestly say that I am willing to meet with her.
It reminds me of the feeling I had when I first got sober: lots of future-tripping (as BF calls it - that's freaking out over events that have not occurred yet). When I actually picture meeting with her, I can't even imagine what I would say.
I must discuss again w/my sponsor. At least now I can discuss it in a spirit of willingness now and not in a spirit of whining!